Feel the touch of tears that fall..They wont last forever

Hi. We should all blog again. That was fun. Or maybe just because Caroline is totally bored and melancholy today.

 

Melancholy is a good word. So it spicy pork. Except it is two words. Wow. Go me.

When you look at me I start to blush And all that I can see is you and us Well, baby I'm so free to be in love WIth you, with you I wanna be in love with only you I wanna watch the sky turn grey and blue I wanna know the cares that always new I wanna be in love with only you just you The stars will fall and dark will light the way We'll hit the ground and fall into the shade With you, with you I wanna be in love with only you I wanna watch the sky turn grey and blue I wanna know the cares thats always new I wanna be in love with only you I wanna be in love with you I wanna be in love I wanna be in love I wanna be in love with you I wanna be in love I wanna be in love I wanna be in love with you I wanna be in love with only you I wanna watch the sky turn grey and blue I wanna know the cares thats always new I wanna be in love with only you Just you, yeah Just you, yeah Just you I wanna be... Just you... yeah

Dude..I did it. I conquered so many obstacles this week its gastly. I just got done doing my solo performance at school. It was nervewracking, and I started to shake in the middle of it..but none the less, I got through it. I overcame the craziest second interview, where I was in the lioness' den being tortured with near impossible questions, and it looks like I might be heading to Duluth for two weeks of intense back to back training..PAID I might add. I made it emotionionally through my brothers trials.

I have never known this kind of growth before. Its really amazing. I came to terms with some friends I thought were done with me. I realized how foolish and childish my actions were just some time ago. I really am older.
Wow....All I can say is wow. And I learned that I HAVE to accept that I love, even if I feel ashamed for loving. thats just they way it is. Heavenly Father built this woman, and He knows who will love her. So I can just leave it in his hands for now.

Sigh....life, is such a short thing, that I cannot comprehend.

Anne